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Saturday, January 14, 2006
edit: after i reviewed this blog entry, i realized, it was an absurd entry XD and if you insist on reading it, pls dont blame me for wasting your precious time :Pi havent updated this blog for some time already. well, its 1am late at night, im not sleepy and i feel like blogging about almost anything. its basically anything that comes out of my mind, this is random thoughts right? the name speaks for itself. anyways, to start off. my flight off to manila has been moved to the 23rd, i have no idea why, but my mom said i still had stuff to deal with before i leave. as far as i could remember, ive nothing left to do here XD having fun maybe, but thats another thing. well, im looking forward in building my pc when i get back, it adds up to the list of the things i could possibly do while im there. im just hoping my dad would get me everything i wanted for that pc. i mean, i havent been doing anything expensive, its the least he could do.
moving on, a thought just ran through my mind. its this thing about songs and how they coincide on the way you think or even mess with your head. its like, you always hear them at the right time. i know its purely coincidental and there's no point in having faith on a certain feeling or thought that doesnt really exist. its like, im making up things in my mind, and it leads me to countless possibilities on human behavior. like, yeah.. i remember this girl doing "this and that", and stating the obvious, she's really doing "this and that". but my mind tells me, what if she did "this and that", but isnt really doing "this and that". but instead, she's trying to pull off something but you couldnt possibly comprehend because its right infront of you. basically, stating the obvious is undeniable. but in the later part, you realize, what you saw is nothing compared to what it really means. (now you see how these things mess with my mind?) furthermore, why am i stating this? i've known a lot of people, some of them give you a hard time, there are others who make you feel good about yourself. and yes, there are others who dont seem to have any interest in who you are and what you do. sometimes, people appear to be who you want them to be. sometimes in comes out worse. i feel like continuing, but ill just leave it there for now. (i just ate 3 chocalate sandwiches, it kinda made me sleepy) i might get back to this certain thought in the future :)
it was about a week ago where i had this conversation on the phone with this lady friend of mine. i havent spoke to her for some time now, well i did some catching up and i just wanted to talk to her and see how she's handling everything thats going on around her. funny thing is, its kinda stuck in my system, checkin' up on her and all, but this was the longest time i havent checked up on her. nevertheless, i cleared things up with her. if she's reading this (which is highly unprobable) well.. i feel you, if people pull you down, be happy. it just proves your above them :)
this is how random my mind could get. it could get even worse. i hope not XD
x so little time..
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