▪ Random Thoughts ▪
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Thursday, November 12, 2020
Two bottle o' whiskey for the way.
x -_-
blogged @ 11:34 PM
Monday, March 30, 2020
Sorry, mom. =(x
blogged @ 1:55 AM
Sunday, March 01, 2020
2am.Still ignored and undervalued.
Start pondering on life being cruel and repetitive.
Why don't I just die right now.
x
blogged @ 2:07 AM
Saturday, February 29, 2020
In the end, it's my mistakes that matters.No amount of goodness can equate.
Imagine having to plan who's gonna take our wedding photos and then the next day, treats you like you never existed.
I had to leave. That shit hurts the most.
I love her, I do. Even on those trying times, put on a smile, leave the hurting when I'm alone.
I guess that's not really what she feels right now.
Sigh.
With a heavy heart.
x
blogged @ 8:30 PM
Saturday, January 25, 2020
The convenient truth.x
blogged @ 12:17 AM
Sunday, December 22, 2019
I can't fucking sleep.Wtf is wrong with me.
x
blogged @ 3:46 AM
Monday, December 09, 2019
Before you forget.S.e
Love her extra her bad days.
I mean l, she'll get too emotional sometimes, she might get angry at small things sometimes.
Understand.
Instead of getting mad at her, be extra patien with her.
Those are the days she needs your love the most.
x
blogged @ 4:17 AM
Monday, December 02, 2019
Tried to help. Ended up being the villain.x
blogged @ 8:04 AM
Sunday, December 01, 2019
It's always work > me.I forgot.
Why do I keep forgetting these things. lol.
Aim for bronze.
[s.e] What goes around, comes around.
x
blogged @ 4:29 PM
Sunday, November 03, 2019
I'm a wreck.These past few days have been very miserable. I can't stop blaming myself. The guilt is eating me up inside. The push I gave you keep running around my head. A constant reminder of how I failed as your partner. It's giving me continual anxiety attacks. I have been regretting it since then.
The feeling you gave me before the incident has reminded me how alone I was. The feeling of rejection, when you deliberately shut me out. Soul crushing. Too much went through my head. I was alone.
Please stay with me. Everything is better when I'm with you. :(
[s.e]
https://m.imgur.com/a/1zfajSe
I miss you.
I wonder if you would miss me too. :/
I'm probably the last person you want to see right now.
x
blogged @ 12:10 AM
Sunday, September 01, 2019
lol.Why would I even expect that.
Wishful thinking.
x
blogged @ 4:56 PM
Thursday, August 22, 2019
I had a dream. I was falling off a cliff. :/x
blogged @ 5:40 AM
Friday, August 09, 2019
No wonder I'm so dispensable.Ffs, I hope I'm wrong.
x
blogged @ 3:44 AM
Sunday, July 21, 2019
Note to self: Expect more lies.x
blogged @ 1:37 AM
Thursday, June 27, 2019
The sad irony of the vivid reality.x More anxiety
blogged @ 12:00 AM
